I'm realizing just how low my self-esteem was. I see my life and so many times I've ran and hid away. I'm done being afraid of who I might hurt by being who I really am. I'm done allowing myself be used by others. I won't be the bitch that everyone hates, but I won't be a doormat, either. I am done with wearing guy's clothes. I am a woman and am going to show my pride. I am going to stand on my own two feet again,...and this time, I'm not going to let someone drag me down. I refuse to go down again. I'm done giving excuses to myself and everyone around me. You know that point where you just can't take it anymore...Yeah, I crossed that about a week ago and I'm fucking done with all the bullshit! I'm taking my confidence back one piece at a time, going forward one step at a time. I'm not going to stop or even slow down, until I meet my goal. No one, friend or enemy, will stand in the way of what I have to do...and for the first time, in a long time, I'm thinking of myself first...and I must say, DAMN! It feels good to let that out!! *sigh* okay, I feel better.